todays mamas bday.

im done with school. im almost done with mt. pleasant. im ready to start something new. but i dont think ill be done regretting never telling you whats been running through my head.

andi rant

so ive been watching "my life as liz" which at first i loved, basically cause i love her hair... but shes just like everyone she hates. shes young, so i guess it makes sense, one day she might look back and realize that it was just high school, like she likes to say. but she talks shit about the girls she doesnt like, just like they do about her. nice big fat vicious cycle.

time to start writing agian.

i defiantly miss writing, so i think its important for me to start again. look how long my hair is! its crazy, but i think its time for a cut. as you can see my room is a disaster, that also will change. i feel like shit today, so i doubt ill be going to class. awesome job andi, paying for a class and then never going. what a waste. wife swap consumes my life.

almost a week.

so im happy, finally, but at the same time i feel like im losing parts of myself. its like i can never win, even if im winning. weird.

i surprize myself sometimes.

i didnt know i could feel so happy.

im so annoyed.

i see how its gonna be ... all about you, and not about me. im not sure if thats gonna work out.

happy.

no picture today, i severely need to dye my hair.


things are good, i almost dont know how to function when things are good.