i hate when i cant fall asleep so i have to take something to help me. i never dream when i have any sort of sleep aid (or alcohol) inside my system. i do very much enjoy dreaming. but i think most people would call the dreams i have nightmares. the weird thing is im so used to these nightmares, they dont really scare me anymore. its so normal for me to be being chased by someone who wants to kill me. i find it funny that i cant watch a scary movie to save my life, yet i totally embrace my scary dreams. dont get me wrong, they for sure scare me, ive woken up screaming and crying more times them i can even count. it just deosnt effect me anymore. oh and you know that myth that says you always wake up before you die in your dreams? totally not true. i usually wake up, but not all the time. i wish i knew what being chased and killed in my dreams all the time meant. cause it must mean something, i wouldnt have these all the time if they didnt.
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