Sunday, September 20, 2009

i hate seeing friends in pain.

its heartbreaking to see my best friends feeling so terrible over things that i think are silly. i hate that we (myself included) let others have so much control over our emotions. ive been through it myself, and i see others go though it, but this is why im so guarded. when you open yourself up and let someone in and things go wrong its devastating. i hate seeing my friends go though such difficult things, and it makes me think about why i dont let myself open up to anyone. i want to change that, i want to let people in, but i see no hope for myself.

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